15/08/14 // Sunday, 10 August 2014
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20:13 |
《会笑的眼睛》
How long will I be able to keep smiling and laughing like the way I
do most of the time? This question pop into my mind oh so often
recently. No doubt school has been nothing but fun as i make
friends along the way, and i learn to feel comfortable with myself
and people around me. However self consciousness really kills my
confidence, sometimes I feel conscious about the way I look, and
the way i dress etc. Things get worst when all i'm trying to do now
is to juggle with my homework daily. It's quite overwhelming
honestly, and i won't deny that homework it's taking a toll on me,
although i kind of managed it better now compared to the first
week, I still feel a little exhausted and drained from having to
complete so many things daily. And things just aren't the same as
how it used to be, like i used to have my own free time to do
whatever i like but i don't really get to do that now. However don't
get me wrong,i'm still passionate about fashion designing, and i
aspire to design egdy, stylist and minimalist clothes that even the
not-so-stick-thin can fit into. I'm still pretty much on discovering
myself at this phrase of my life, like what kind of direction i'm
looking at for designing. Therefore coming into NAFA is by far the
best choice i made in my life. I can feel myself wanting to do well
and also working hard to achieve what i want in the future and
pushing myself towards my goal. I hope everyone who has a dream
continue to fight for their dream, one day you will definitely get
there.
XOXO
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